It went from calm to chaos,
Innocent under attack,
Violation of rights, and my privacy hacked…
And now, thanks to the government,
I can now enjoy these oncoming panic attacks.

A layer of armor is being stacked,
First the space,
And then narcissistic attacks,
Then DV with a kick of emotional abuse,
Then complete violation in them not accepting the facts….

A suit being built,
From the pits of my stomach,
Being cement upon me,
With each deepening breath,
It layers upon me, ready for the next bloody attack.

I can equip my mind,
I can equip my guts,
I can equip my spirit,
I can equip my soul in the name of God.

For he is with me,
He helps me thrive,
Even amongst chaos,
My energy can thrive.

I must learn to adapt,
I must learn to submit,
I must learn to trust,
I must learn where I fit.

To my God I am thankful,
For my past, where I’ve been,
And for that radiating sunlight,
The one beaming in.

For my soul is light,
And my joy has been set,
My rest upon my maker,
Will soon give me my reset.