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Oh child.

Oh child, your whinging at me says “I love you” to me,
Then I say it back to you,
You stop still and listen,
A smile comes on your face as take a breath, relax.

Oh child when you want attention,
You’re screaming at me,
You’re upsetting your siblings,
Sometimes a hug is all you need.

When I stop and pause at life,
Oh children you make me glad,
Your tantrums, your spirit,
Your haste and you screams all communicate something bigger to me.

For I take them as the physical nudges you love,
Bopples your head, making you giggle, lifting the sad.

For sometimes it’s just the “I love you” you seek,
Its whole and enough and you smile when I speak.

And sometimes it’s a cuddle,
Just a mummy hug you need,
It just comes out as squabble,
Screaming instead.

For sometimes it’s the care behind the actions,
Something is needed,
Somethings been subtracted.

With a little effort from me,
I know it can seem chaotic and crazy,
Don’t go fool me,
It’s deep, its whole, it’s collected, full of soul,

For child, you’re me and I’m giving you grace.



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My All Time Favourite Mindset Theory.

A mindset change,
You can make today,
A bit like that hack, newton had,
Where the balance of one thing,
Is equal and opposite,
Apply this to your thinking and you’ll reap benefit,
Any item has a reaction,
Equal and opposite is the fraction,
And what about this applies to our thoughts?
How does this change our mindset? of course…
Well if every thought, you had which was bad,
Negative, inflicting, rude or sad,
Had an equal and opposite, the exact same way,
Applied to each of our thoughts everyday.

To find out more abs get some practical tips on how to implement this come check out my course, hurt to Healing in the menu on this page or click this link https://bit.ly/3BlxXBf

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Kids.

I have a headache from kids scremaing all day,
Ones at unfair justice’s facing her world today,
The other is crying when she teases, and gets her hair pulled,
The other is crying, missed a nap because he could.

I am tried. Tired of talking.
Tired of describing.
Tired of instructing.
Tired of the screams that come my way,
Caz someone looked at her toy the wrong way…

As they belt up again,
Not pitchy yet,
Lung full of air,
The nosie that erupts,
Rattling my ears, muting out my brain,
No wonder I can’t concentrate,
There’s no wonder why, not today.

And the preteen is due home any minute now,
That’s a touchy dance around her day at school,
And if she doesn’t listen,
Oh if she doesn’t respond,
I could be balling my eyes out the entire night long.

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My prayer from Jeremiahs word.

Jeremiah XVII

Oh Lord, I pray,

I am sorry for my ways,

I am sorry to have angered you so,

For my old ways that where ones of this world broke your heart,

And angered you so,

I did not see my unwise ways,

Nor did I know you then,

From my choices I have upset you most deeply,

In the ways of the world I have sinned,

I’m a sinner saying sorry,

Sorry to cause such anger and grief Lord,

You are my father and I love you,

Forgive my evil old ways of being,

Forgive my past oh Lord,

I cherish the sacrifice you made by giving your son to the people of this world,

Every whip and every lash, the nails stuck in his hands,

I can see Lord, my trails have been your refinements,

You’ve brought me back to you Lord.

And as I learn, and as I read I thank you for your mighty ways,

Thank you for protecting me, 

I often don’t understand your ways,

I didn’t see it coming, not until I read Jeremiah 17,

It hit me like a tonne of bricks Lord,

The layers of my days.

As a mum, I am blessed to know your love for me,

For I feel for my children the same,

You are the greatest father I have,

Transforming my world in unworldly ways.

In Jesus name,

Amen.

Hurt to Healing $5 special

Hurt to Healing $5 special

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As I wrote Hurt to Healing,
With God’s plan in mind,
I joined a page with the same outlook on life.

Use God’s word,
Deliver His plan,
Use my gifts,
Revealing my inner nerd,

There’s tonnes of value inside this book,
Inside this course you’ll find not a verse,
But you will uncover, some heavenly strategies,
Used by me throughout my life’s journey,

Feedback will be valued,
As will constructive criticism,
All so I can grow and walk on God’s journey for me.

For women who have been through hell on earth,
For those walking with grief, hurt and unworthiness,
For those feelings where mine,
How I dealt with them is in this course.
Moving forward in the most gentle of ways.

It’s of course not the be and end all,
this is just the beginning,
Now you sign up the course,
You won’t be sorry,
It will be delivered to your inbox,
with a PDF workbook to take notes,
Because in the next 10 weeks,
You could get the pain to release it’s choke.

Because I know what it’s like to go through tonnes of shit in life,
Piling on me all at the same time…
The things I have used are listed in this course,
Only two really bad nights in the last 18 months.

Usually I cry for about 30 minutes max,
Then I get on with my day, I go and relax,
But In the past 2+ years there’s been two nights in particular,
Where I couldn’t stop sobbing, I couldn’t see sober.
Right before my infant son was released from hospital,
Severe dehydration had almost claimed his life too well,
I was praying to God, secretly then,
But in the meantime these strategies helped me then,
The things in this course helped flip those endless nights around,
And turn my feelings around in a positive thing,
It’s now time to share them with this town.

Made for ladies but men can join in too,
I’m looking for some of you to help heal too,
Good constructive feedback whe the end is near,
when you’re done mention if you felt any changes or a difference in your situation.

Come take a look…. & Share with any friends you know might need this. 

https://inherhearthealing.learnworlds.com/course/h2h1

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In His Hands.

I’m sitting on the hand of God,
Resting my worries away,
Sitting here relaxing in Him,
Watching my stressors fall away.

My heart is deep and buried,
While my mind is following too,
Reading up His every word,
Following His instructions is what I choose to do.

Falling deeper in with my Lord,
Leaning in on Him,
Taking my every problem,
And handing it over to Him.

He is mighty,
He is glorious,
He’s got my back every day,
I only need to get on my knees,
Or maybe just sob as I pray,

He will work in His ways,
Blessing my path ahead,
Checking what’s good and righteous,
For that is what He’s said.