To our father who art in heaven, Bless the new year come, Each and every one set forth, That one day you may come, In this new reign of “king” may go for fourth years, You will remain faithful unto your children upon this land, For I will praise you every day, For in me you want a friend, You delight in me Lord, You hold my imperfect hand, until the very end,
Many are celebrating the new year, And who is speaking to you? Watch over us now closely Lord, I love you Lord, thank you for you have no end.
Oh when I’m lonely I gotta call upon God, Making his way to me he clears the path, It’s a long stretch of road, Full of loneliness and strife, But lean into God, he can make it alright.
He is my refuge, my saviour, my company, He’s there at a call, by any means his name. And when I am lonely, I seek him, I’ll let him reign, He will take my lonliness and throw it right out, He will knock down the door, he’ll grab it by name, He will abandon my lonliness, like it’s never seen again, He will take me and comfort me, He helps me sleep sound, I’ll ask him, I’ll call and he rescues me.
I know what those pits are, those mental trap holes, The black empty ditch, had all the ladders withdraw, Deep hidden mess of the soul,
He reaches right down and takes grasp of that wrench, Grabs it tight and throws it to the lion’s den, Devoured in seconds, that feeling of mine.
Comfort restored, by the one, by the Divine.
Dear Lord, Lord of Moses, Restore these souls that read my messages, Show them the way and help them to be brave when they feel less than divine. In Jesus name, amen.
Children, Let them cry, They know you’re there, They feel you, Show them how to hold, Hold space, Hold faith, Strong hold of God,
In a dark of night, In the snap of warfare, When they children scream for external desires, once you’ve met their basic needs, In the snap of tantrums, In the snap of spiritual fire, In the heat of the moment, Call out His divine,
When depression hit dark, In the middle of the night, Not sleeping, Not soundly, No ones called the light,
In Jesus name I call you, Come down upon those souls, Heal and forgive them Lord, Through their own terrible storms,
Heal the broken hearted, Heal the dusty souls, Heal the weak minded, Heal them and us all,
In the name of the almighty, In the name of our Lord, In the name of the son, In the name of our God,
Bring your graceful presence, Heal the broken souls, Rain down Your glory, Heal our broken souls,
Be with us in the tough times, Help us remember you in the grand, Lord you’re with us forever, Your presence in this land,
Help us speak the truth, Lord, Drive our souls to your grace, Shine your light from us, Lord, Reveal your loving face,
Bless this land where we shall live, Bless the ground beneath our feet, Draw us into you Lord, For we are children at your feet,
Lord give us the strength we need, The blessings of your grace, The blessing of your warm hugs, Is done at your divine pace.
Lord, lead us into light, The glory of your soul, In Jesus name, forever, We being glory to you Lord, In Jesus name, I pray. Amen.
Faith is not stable, It’s not a stable income, It’s not a balanced relationship, Faith isn’t perfect.
Faith is messy, uncertain… And yet always reliable.
Reliable to get us where we need to go, Even if it’s not where we wanted.
Reliable to always access what we need to thrive, even if it’s not always how we want it,
Faith is not stable like a freshly laid road, Faith feels unpredictable, even when it’s firm,
It’s us that is the unstable, unreliable, Us who wobbles, looses faith when riding stony grounds, Us who detours, set off on another path, It’s us that gives up the always faithful path.
Faith is firm, the question I’m asking myself, is me?
Am I able to trust the next step in faith, Knowing it’s unshattering in His amazing grace, Faith foot forward because he sent his son, for a wretch, thats me
You don’t see miracles, Because they are hard to explain, They dont have a start and and end point, Not a storyline or villan to blame.
There is no hero, Only the solumn humans who pray, Believe in the highest power, Give my faith over, Tread wobbly on his stable rocks, One by one they appear, Strudy and faithful are God’s hands.
He mends the unmendable, He heals the sick, He made the tiny tubes for my son fit.
The miracles that save, The miracles that heal, My son’s veins and brain and body held together, He didn’t let his veins collapse. He held his veins up strong,
He was always holding on, Matthews life’s a blessing, Unexplainable and true, I am thankful everyday for the son I have to call my little dude, For miracles aren’t seen, reported on or explained,
But to have a little faith, God grew a miracle from my tiny infant boys on the brink of collapsing veins.
This story isn’t over, he’s got his whole life ahead, The unexplainable boy, who recovered from his very near death bed.
14 months has gone by, And I’m healing more each day, Tears come and go, And my faith remains the same.
Thank you God for letting my son call me Mum and for blessing my family with his presence in our lives each and every day.
Backlap is the rap that haunts me to the core, The screaming, the yelling, the reflection of my soul, Built up in my children, my voices of the past, Haunting, crying, demanding my time more, more, more. Tag teaming, the screaming, no room for a breather, Twelve year Olds up in the shits-a, crying poor. Tense from the thought of school holidays, can’t face my fears, my own cryings poor. Healing is hard, it’s ugly truth, Right up in my face until I hit the roof, Traits from my parents all bottled up tight, flying off the handle is how I saw them fight, Now I am an adult, they belittle me, for they see their ways, so ugly, I need to heal, my mind wants to hide, the deep dark hole is what it fears inside. In I dare peep, ready to shine that light, blazing in my soul from the creator of right, The one who walks with me through the shadow valley, the one who walks with me when things are full blazing, I haven’t forgotten to be grateful to you, the one with the guiding rod, and the souls flashlight too.
Thank you God for watching and being with me on my healing path. Amen.
Going through some hard stuff today, Been talking with our Lord in my own way, Sometimes praying, mostly knowing he’s right there, Giving me advice so I don’t sway.
Giving me confidence and the scripts to stand strong, Giving me messages so I can’t go wrong, Giving me answers so I can be guided right, Enough so I can sleep well tonight.
In Her Heart Healing 
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