I can’t watch anymore,
The collapse of my chaotic world,
Only what it seems,
But that’s not reality,
In search of new perspective,
Running out of ideas,
Surely someone out there
Has another collective.
Another idea to spark my table,
To change my perspective,
To get a new angle,
To draw up my plans,
There’s a way to make it work,
Call out the people,
Who make the world real,
Between you and I,
Between myself and the tree,
Grounding,
Healing,
New family,
A bond,
A break,
A trust,
Some stuff,
Ideas thrown round like some candy fluff,
To spark a new interest,
To spark a new side,
To take a new perspective,
On yet a new and very different kind of side.
To take a moment,
To let it sink in,
A jolly good laugh,
And some secret grins…
To share some moments,
Of some hard times gone,
To have a handbook, for me to take a look,
On what you did,
How you over came,
How you split your world,
N put it back together again.
To speak and to heal,
To try and to trust,
To forge a friendship out of mutual rust.
To give some guidance,
Some here or there,
For what you have to say,
My friend,
Is all that is there.
We all are filled by ideas of trust,
Of forgiveness,
Of hearts,
Of how not to lust,
How our words impact our world,
From day to day change,
While the things we say are being hurled.
Trapped into hearts of the ones we love,
Because we’re stuck in our ways,
Because we feel stuck in our luck…
But little do we know,
If we all went to the pub,
You, me, the village and half the stuff,
Then stories be told,
Brave and triumphant,
Overcoming obstacles before words turn to nothin’t.
Young and the old,
Believe and the brave,
The witless, the weary,
The teary, the ones that rave…
For we all have a story,
All sorrows to be told,
For you never know what secrets,
They’ll have to behold.
For there might be a gem,
A snag or two,
Of how to get out of a pickle or two.
And deep down is that feeling,
So lost, so cold…
Of that little boy or girl who just lost their entire world.
Tag: heartfelt
Heartfelt.
When dancing comes my way,
I catch it.
When snowballs come my way,
I smile at it.
When disappointment comes to show,
I feel it.
When I am on my own,
I can start again,
Take the wind,
Take the air,
Breathe new life into it.
Take the breeze,
Take the flow,
Let the movement help you go.
When there’s quite all around,
Let the music take abound,
When I feel it in the air,
I stop and I stare…
There’s nothing I should know,
I can take that deep hearted blow,
Because deep down I will keep,
Those memories made for me.
Worth
For what are you worth little pheasant mam
Only as much as you can do,
Only worth a penny or two,
Worth as much as kings daughter
Or just enough to make a quarter…
How do you measure your own worth,
In words,
In writing,
In silver,
How high are you on your perch.
Is a ten dollar a ten dollar,
Even when it’s crushed,
Even when it’s dropping wet,
Mushed up in some mud,
What about when its broken,
Ripped or torn apart,
Or put in someone’s pocket and caught under a fart,
Does a ten dollar lose its value,
When it’s been taped back up together,
What about a loved one,
How much are they worth to you…
So why don’t I value myself the same way I value those,
Those loved ones and mundane things around me,
Why don’t I see myself from glasses made in rose,
I find myself constantly fighting myself in a plea to see myself as those,
For a place for me to be,
Up in my own authority,
To uphold myself and my dignity,
In my own value of liberty…
And why can’t I just know my own value I hold,
When dragged into the masses,
I feel so darn cold,
So much undeserving,
So I only see my flaws,
Every little detail I hold up to behold,
Every part is scrutinized,
Under my own authority,
And why do I never feel enough,
No matter how much thought swapping I do,
It’s mostly surface level stuff,
No impact on my heart,
And maybe, just maybe one day I’ll write my appreciation to myself from my heart.